final blog assignment: reflection

A sunny and quiet Tuesday at Cheeseboard. (mine)

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Anything for pizza. (http://cityfoodsters.com/2013/01/collective-ethos-cheeseboard-pizza/)

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Redband, without a headband. (http://www.thesecondlunch.com/2010/01/cheeseboard-pizza-berkeley/)

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Music @ Cheeseboard. (http://www.kevineats.com/2010/04/cheese-board-pizza-collective-berkeley.htm)

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Cheeseboard’s quote of the day. (mine)

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I did my fieldwork at Cheeseboard. It’s a place of serenity for me, so I figured if I could choose an end of the year (or end of college career) project in a place that calms me…I should. I’ve learned a lot from this process. I’ve learned how opinionated I am. That’s probably the biggest takeaway.  It was hard for me to take notes without bias, huge glaring bias actually. Having thoughts associated with simple things has been a common trait of mine, I think it was developed in conjunction with my interest in humor and improv. Finding funny in everything has a place and a time, though not necessarily in fieldworking. Instead, I let myself be biased. I tried to make it very obvious, when I was being biased. I let the reader know it was my voice and thoughts were always backed with action. I think the idea of realizing an issue and not changing it is therapeutic in a sense. The first step is awareness, I became aware and I accepted. Especially in a time of stress, rules and deadlines, a project that allowed me to do as I felt and a professor that said “yes” was a gift. This gift wasn’t initially realized.  Finding a balance between thought and action was a challenge, but I’m so glad to have been faced with it.  And writing what you see is harder than it looks.

Thank you for an incredible semester Ms. Hammons – I genuinely believe this course has impacted me most. The freedom we were granted and the confidence that resulted from that is so unique and invaluable.

big distractions, bigger context

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Matthew’s bloody nose
1/5/12: day I leave for 6 months in Oxford.

 

 

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Dog, plus dog lady
7/2/12: day after returning from Oxford.

 

 

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Ring bearers in Converse
11/3/12: maid of honor in a wedding from hell.

 

 

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A pub’s peacock
1/15/13: amidst a defining conversation re: long distance relationship.

 

 

grandma at hospital

Grandma staring
3/3/12: broken hip, and missing a flight/thesis deadline.

 

 

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Grandpa, left. Uncle, right.
1980s: LA riots don’t stop for Uncle’s induction ceremony.

 

continuing with Irish – ness

The below conversation was between my Grandmother and I in early March.  She had me literally loling the entire time, which was bittersweet as it was a glimpse of the past, my witty, incredible Grandmother pre-alzheimers.  Immediately following the conversation she went to get off of the bar stool and fell, breaking her hip.  I was too emotionally attached to the situation to post this until now. Ridden with irony and foreshadow, it’s now therapeutic to post.

Want to write a blogpost?

No.

What are you thinking about right now?

Right now? I’m a bit cold.

What about now?

That I want to put this on because I’m cold.

Are you satisfied?

Am I satisfied now? Do you have a pair of knee socks I could borrow?

Are you serious?

Yes. It’s my own fault though, look at this summery thing I have on. I’m stupid! I’m stupid!

Please don’t put this on your blog. I would like to come across as being smarter than that.

Ok, what’s the most intellectual thought you’ve had today?

What’s the most intellectual thing I’ve thought about today? I can’t think. IntellectualIntellectual. Oh, saved by the bell, we have to go to the table.

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